Bollywood Sex Poem

after Cathy Linh Che
The opening score to your childhood plays.
The hero & heroine lilt slowly
towards each other. Two full-bodied blooms
fill your world, bump
gently together.
After: red stains on lips, disheveled
clothes, petals strewn.
For years, you anticipate this—a lowering
of lashes, slow stripping of sepal,
your soft centers seeping into his.
Your first hero rubs
against you like hardened stone, peels
you raw in the dark.
In your dreams after, every man turns into a flower
& flattens you against a wall.
And does she bleed after?
End credits roll.
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1Two flowers meeting on screen was the predominant mode Bollywood movies used as a proxy for sex from the 1950s to 1990s.

